The Heart of The Matter

So today i on the way to work i started thinking about heart. (not the ohhh i love you heart(for that is the brain that creates that heart) ... i was thinking about the organ.) The thing that keeps us alive it pumps blood through our body and with out it we would just be pretty little shells. I found it funny that the thing that keeps me breathing, laughing, loving, crying, and living is the size of my fist. I think sometimes we (or maybe just me) forget how breakable we all are not just physically but mentally. So today remember that you are strong like a storm but at the same time breakable and frail... i think there is something insanely beautiful in that.

"the logic of the heart is absurd."
- Julie de Lespinasse

Rough Vows

Rough Draft of the Wedding Vows
(subject to change)


i will not shave my legs unless you shave your face.
i will cheer for your team, as long as its ok i don't understand the rules.
i will not force you to read Jane Austen or expect you to be Mr Darcy.
i will put my cold feet on your calfs on those long winter nights.
i will make it mandatory to wear pj's in the house after 5pm.
i promise to hold your hand when words fail me.
i will love you more tomorrow than i loved you today.

Mind Games?

Hi
this is a post to tell you about the post
on my other blog
so step to it
http://femalefollies.blogspot.com/

have a lovely day sweet readers.

Confession

Wanna hear something funny?

i don't know how to efficiently respond to comments left on my blog post

[do i comment on the post or do i comment on one of your awesome post]

{i just don't wanna high jack your comment feed with responce to your comment on my post}

[but i want you to know i saw you]

(i love comments they make my day)

and i want you to know this.

i just don't know the best way to let you know i saw and loved what you said {typed}.

so what do you guys do?

(please comment!!!)

p.s. today has been kinda stressful for my family. please keep us in your heart!

The To Do List

Happy Monday! I don't know if you know this about me but i love making to do list. Honestly i could do it all day (lame i know) I love list they make me feel in control even if i know i am not. (many times in my life i have used a list to solve my problems such as... to eat ice cream or not, which boy i like best...and several years ago if i should marry Jacob or not (i did not marry him) So what did i do this morning when i showed up 30 minutes late for work?(hint look to the title of this post) i made a list.. of things i wanted to accomplish tomorrow. then i wrote a poem about making to do list. Today i was a slacker at work... but i am prepared for TOMORROW!

(i really liked my shoes)

So what do you do to calm yourself down or to feel in control i wanna know!?

The List

A Silly List to the Man i Will Marry

*can you get the mail?

*lets have 2 days every month where we lay in bed and watch movies.

*can i have a Hello Kitty waffle maker?

*lunch sex? (how does that make you feel)

* silly faces always make me giggle.

*i like it when you stand behind me with your chin on top of my head.

*can we have a pillow fight soon?

*i hope you like spaghetti its my go to meal.

p.s. i can't wait to see your face when you read this. love your one day wife. (also i burnt my shins on a space heater at work today, i hope you just smiled)

I burn, I pine, I perish...

its a crush

10 years in the making

i might just have to call it love.

he is mine.

(hey a girl can dream.)