Hope

"When you have lost hope, you have lost everything. And when you think all is lost, when all is dire and bleak, there is always hope."
-Pittacus Lore

to the man i will marry. 

when it comes to you all i will never lose hope. 

just don't give up on me no matter how dark 

it seems. 

you are my hope. 

Harry Potter Party!

These are pictures from the Harry Potter Party! 

and Snape!

(ps butter beer is my all time favorite drink!)

Swish and Flicker

so because i have really cool friends 

and a really cool little brother 

i now have the perfect costume 

for the Hogwarts Fall Feast 

(me and my friends we are the shit!) 

i will be attending this weekend! 

that's right he bought me Hermione's wand! 

wait did i really just turn 21? more like 12!

we will be cooking out of The Unofficial Harry Potter Cookbook

i am excited about the butterbeer! 

Happy Birfhday to Me

So i turned 21. 

wanna know somethings i learned?

1.that i was not drunk enough to not pour the coffee in the cup. 

(the french press my mother bought me was broken!)

2. Chanpange even though pretty gives a horrid hangover. 

3. Worst birfhday of my life was made better by a friend sitting in the rain with me by a bon-fire 

doing her organic chemistry while i tipsy talked. 

4. i phones = pure love. 

(yes i got one!) 

5. camping is fun. 

campfires are fun. 

fires are hot. 

(i have a burn mark on my hand to prove it) 

6.Turning 21 is the only time it is appropriate to drunk text

(and to leave your older brother silly voice mails.) 

7. laughing in the Wal-mart parking making coke floats at 2 am  is just what the doctor order.

8. Spam is good. 

that's right at age 21 i realized my love for meat in a can.

(hopefully this will pass) 

9. cupcakes are yum!

10. i am who i am.

and i control my own happiness. 

ps i spoiled my self by buying the mini series TIN MAN. 

(everyone should watch that show!) 

and by painting my nails RED!

also via Ellen this is my birfhmonth i should do as i please! 

you got growin up to do

"Finally 21, and legally able to do everything I've been doing since 15."

-author unknown

my birfhday post is in the works.

also loving this fall weather!

Eight days a week

My Birfhday is in 8 days 

and i am not the least bit excited about it.

(this is coming from the girl who considers her birfhday a national holiday.)

so for the next 8 days i am going to spoil myself. 

(and i am going to tell you about it!) 

Here's to looking at you kid

so recently a few people have told me i look like 

the beautiful Carey Mulligan

and who am i to disagree. 

what do you think?

(also what do you think about her redish hair.) 

(i am toying with the idea of trying that to mine) 

Annabelle Lee

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love -
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulcher
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me
Yes! that was the reason
(as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we
Of many far wiser than we
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride,
In the sepulcher there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

Edgar Allan Poe

(this is beautiful!) 

Confession

i am sleepy

ALL THE TIME. 

(i sleep now)