Paris

Today i wish i was in Paris again. 

yes that is me. 

yes i will go back one day. 

Book One

Never Let Me Go
 by Kazuo Ishiguro

my words can not do this book justice. 
lets just say if you read it you will be haunted by its beauty. 
also i feel like Kathy H. and i are the same person. 
please read and get back to me. 


"I remind myself I was lucky to have had any time with him at all. What I'm not sure about, is if our lives have been so different from the lives of the people we save. We all complete. Maybe none of us really understand what we've lived through, or feel we've had enough time."
-Kathy H. 

Fighting the Darkness

“Tell me one last thing,” said Harry. “Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?”
“Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?” Albus Dumbledore 


When i feel my depression coming. I remember this quote and everything seems a little less dark and i don't feel as crazy. 

Pics from my trip.

Soooo if you want to see pics from my trip to Hogwarts.... aka FL.  You can go to my facebook.  This will be a post that turns into me plugging all my social networking sites. So here it goes. :)

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1608396781
(just in the message box say you know me from blogger.)

http://twitter.com/#!/beesarahlee
(twitter.)

http://beesarahlee.tumblr.com/
(tumblr.)

You are my Sunshine

to the people in my life. thanks for being amazing. thanks for sticking with me in the good and sad times. thanks for loving me for who i am. thanks for being my great loves. (sometimes i forget i am loved.) thanks for making sure i hang on. thanks for being you. all of you are my world.

Vacation with the Brother

Day one: 
we took a two hour nap. 
after walking around. 
and most likely we will be in bed by 10. 
(we are party animals.) 
tomorrow is the first day at the theme park. 
(may the force be with my tummy.) 
(i will defeat the hulk and spider man, before breakfast.) 
oh btw we are at Universal Studios. 
pics tomorrow. 
:) 

The Almost Husband

This is to you. You were my high school sweetheart and my first love. You sadly defined who i am. You made my life bright and shinny. You were a lie. You pretended to be something you thought i needed. When all i really wanted was you. The thing i think i miss most... is your family, they are wonderful. you never appreciated them. Hopefully you will one day see how amazing they are and that you were the worlds luckiest young man to be brought up in such a loving environment. I wanted so badly to be their  family.

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This Year.

• Eat Organic. (or just healthy)
• Read 51 books. 
• Write my book. 
• Don't do things with "taken" guys. (please don't judge me for this, everyone has a past.) 
• Yoga 6 days a week. 
• Buy used clothes. 
• Don't be such a robot, trust people. 
• Write daily. 
• Take more pics. 
• Smile more. 
• Spend more time with friends. 
• Sew again. 

(what will you work on this year?)